To instruct myself over and over in joy.
Another grand nephew has been born in our family. That makes 15 with one more baby due in April. My Mom and Dad woudl be astonished - 5 children (all girls), 13 grandchildren, and soon to be 16 great grandchildren. And 2 of the grandchildren still to marry so probably even more to come. I wonder about the world these children will grow up in. I am joyful and sad at the same time because none of those babies are born to my children. I am lucky to have inherited 4 grandchildren, who I love dearly, from Larry. But that special new baby moment will never be.